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A Meditation on Slowness

I have never been happier, more successful, more fulfilled, more clear, or more surrounded by people who inspire me. And yet. I don’t know what the and yet is. But we’ll get there. I think that’s the point of this.…
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On Flexibility

Ok! In contrast to last month which was a lot about me, this month is only incidentally about me. I mean, of course it’s about me, me being me and all. But I’m just a stand-in for a principle that’s…
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On Clarity

I had a moment there when I was clear. Like, really, really clear. I saw this vision. I had a TV show. I was working with all these creative crazies. People who were tripped out and weird and excited and…
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On Professionalism

I seem to be rounding a bend of some sorts in my life. Every area of my life is going well without life-threatening obstacles for the first time I can remember. Most importantly, all of the things that are going…
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On Momentum

The first thing to do here is to say that this one is definitely a little bit more about me and what I’m doing. If you read these for your own life and are not interested in mine, you might…
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On Authority

Since dying in Mexico in December, I’ve been wondering who the new me is. What does he look like? What’s changed? What’s the same? The first obvious changes seemed to be more gentleness, more desire for service, and at least…
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On Anal Healing

Ever since I first began having entheogen-induced spontaneous past-life memories in 2005, I have re-experienced vivid anal traumas. Torture, self-flagellation, concentration camps, molestation, and brutal Inquisition-style devices designed specifically to produce as much pain in the anus as possible. For…
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On Nourishment

I feel quiet and slow. Which is what this month is about. It’s going to be (a little) less about me and a little bit more about being quiet and slow. And about winter. And nourishment and rest and solitude…
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On Criticism

So after my last newsletter, I received a lot of very nice responses. Very thoughtful, very kind, very congratulatory. That kind of thing. But of course, this being the Internet and all… I also received this: Criticism I’m gonna be…